My heart goes out to you for the loss of your son. I too lost mine but he was just an infant. No loss is too unbearable, especilly after losing a child. WHen i read your exerpt on the nick bollea case i hope that this young man goes to prison, that your son will be there next to god holding his hand as they give the testimony of the outlook on who did this to your lovely boy. He is so goodlooking, A nice boy for my jessica my 19 yr old daughter.But your son is in with gods hands and I know no words can tell you how aweful i feel for your loss and I feel that your son is watching you each day. You have a set of bells in the living room they chatter its him so leave them where they are, that is him telling you he is there